she tells me that her parents forbid her to date until AFTER college… she won’t even let me try to talk to her dad. i think i’m polite, responsible, and mature enough to approach him, but she won’t let me. he seems to like me and i really don’t think that the catastrophe that she thinks will happen will happen. all i want is a chance and it feels to me like she’s making more obstacles than there really are. i understand that her parents want her to concentrate on her studies only with no distractions, but is it too much to ask for a little free time? idk, i’m just frustrated with the whole thing. should i drop it and try my other crush?
tips? suggestions? pointers? hints? eh, you probably won’t read this anyway. w/e
my mom told me that it’s my grandma-that-lives-in-guatemala’s birthday and that she wants to record me singing and playing my ukulele and send it to her for her bday. i told her no and she got pissed. so pissed, in fact, that she is now giving me the silent treatment… and she wonders why i can’t stand her.
there’s this girl out there… i can’t tell if she loves me, or just wants me to love her. i feel like a game of jenga… being set up just to get knocked down. it’s driving me insane and yet i still let it happen. i don’t know what to do. i’ve told her countless times how i feel and she continues with her games. i can’t just ignore her. if only she knew, right?